am happy girl

2007-04-03T17:04:00.000+08:00

JANZYY SAY: CLICK!

KISS BLOGGER GOODBYE.

2007-04-03T16:59:00.000+08:00

JANZZZZZZYYYYYY SAY CLICK(:

goodbye blogger(:

MANYLOVES!

2007-04-01T00:27:00.000+08:00

out with girlfriends to catch mr bean's holiday. (:
ehhhhhhh it's not very nice and its not really worth the money. ah sucked.
took neoprints, but unable to scan now bcos my the other com broke down.
and dad knows about smth i dont wana let him know, well, i think its better for him to find out as well lah, den i dont have to be so hideous.
i ve many many pictures to upload! hehehe.

BUSYMOOMOOANDME(:

PRECIOUS ONES! :D

JANZY IS A HAPPY GIRL!

LIP PIERCE!

2007-03-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

GOODBYE MR ONG:(
U RE ONE SUPER NICE TEACHER, AND I LL MISSSSSSSS YOU! TAKECARE! (:

so i experience both sadness and happinessssss today, good thing or bad thing?
whatever it is.

so i must say.... dragon boat-ing so super dooble oooober fun! (: with all the laughterssssss and screamssssssssssss!

yay i ve a date tomorrow! i ll try to upload some pictures. hoho.

seeeeeeeyaaaaaaaa nutheadddddssssssss!

SHOPPING SPREEE AND FRIENDS ARE LOVE!!!!!!!!!

2007-03-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

SHOPPING SHOPPING AND MORE SHOPPING PLS! :)

sch is still so sch. hair/attire check tomorrow is very toiletbowl, im so gonna become a nerd tomorrow, for a little while.
shoppingggggggggggggggggg is loveeeeeeeee. finally bought my bananas and pumps!

FRIENDSSSSSS ARE THE BEST THINGS ON EARTH! (:

CHNG BEEEEE BEEEEEEEE MY LOVE!

BURNT IN HELL U NUTHEAD.

2007-03-27T21:31:00.000+08:00

HEY FUCKER THIS IS FOR YOU.
BLOODY FOOL. YOUR BRAIN IS SCREWD! DIE, YOU NUTHEAD! TOILETBOWL! YOU ARE RETARDED, SUPER DOOBLE OOBER RETARDED! GO TO HOUGANG CHALET AND HAVE YOUR MADNESSS CURED PLS. STOP DELAYING YOUR ILLNES YOU BLOODY DUMB DOG.

i had the worse tuition session ever yesterday.
& today seems like to longest day of my entire life. ha, ran 2.4 in the morning. that piece of shit nearly took me life away. i was on the verge of dropping dead after finishing. and den the worse, f and n. for the whole of today i felt bloody fucking warm and sticky so much that i wished that i just transform into powerpuff girl and fly home to bathe! with professor waiting for me(: i loathe tuesdayS! roar.
& yay im going shopping tomorrow, thats LOVE LOVE LOVE! whoooooooooooooooooots.

for you asshole.

<333333333

2007-03-25T19:02:00.000+08:00

date with cheryl, jingting eileen was awesome! wing came to meet us aftermath. plenty of love.
bought nothing because there was nothing i feel like buying. uh huh, met abi together with cheryl after the rest left. headed home arnd 2 and pigged at 4. got attacked be a freaking beetle while i was asleep on the sofa, damnit! school tmr, woohoo i cant wait. alright first time in my life im so so enthu about school. & MOO I MISS YOU (:

i had two aloe vera at both sides of my mouth, resulting in that chubby look.

love!

OH SO CUTE ME.

my f&n book is waiting for me to sayang it. wahahahhaa, byeebyeeeeeee!

JANICE IS A HAPPY GIRL!

dates with darlingggggs!

2007-03-24T10:57:00.000+08:00

suprisingly i ve never skipped school or any lesson for one whole weeeeek! yes yes im so happy with myself. time's running out, Os are getting nearer and nearer to me each day so i srsly have no much time left to waste.

okay gotta prepare for date with girlfriends, so ciaos!

HELLO(:

2007-03-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

today is just another normal school day with some boring shits going on. met sister after f&n, went for dinner.
my bloody father has been nagging meeeeeeeeeeeeeee over my rabbit! damnit. shityou.

OKAY BYEBYE.

I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF.

2007-03-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF BECAUSE I ATE WAY TOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH TODAY, AND SCHOOL STARTS T-O-M-O-R-R-O-W!

sigh, i regretted eating so much lah :(
okay so went over to aunt's place today, swam & had a little bbq thing. SHIT YOU DAMN BBQ!
let's seeeeee, what did i eat today. hmmmm
- i think about 10 sweets.
- nasi lemak
- a few potato chips
- 2 bowls of tau suan
- chicken pau
- 1 small packet of MnMs.
- 4 chicken wings, small ones.
- half a slice of pizza

:( DEPRESSION LAH. ATE SO MUCH. SIGGGHHHHHHHHHHH, ALL OF THEM KINDA JUNKIEEEEE HUH. =.-

uhm whatever. i just realised i ve so much things undone, omg omg. how dead can i get, arh toiletbowl.

can i not care?

STOMP THE YAAARRRD.

2007-03-17T04:17:00.000+08:00

MY COMPUTER IS GETTING REBELLIOUS. DAMN IT.

okay whatever, if its gonna shut down while im doing this halfway den rahhhhhh, let it shut down. caught storm the yard, awesome. the usual routine starts aftermath. (:
im so gonna pig now, ciaos!

what the f...

DOGGY VACINATION.

2007-03-15T23:56:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR CHOPCHOP
for the third time :)

yooooooouuuuuuuuuhooooooooooooooo! feeling super hyper for i dont know what reason now. okay very good, nachos dipped in cheese had its vaccination today. i ve got a super dooble oooble hyperactive and naughty dog. rah, i think im a little bit afraid of it as well. alright whatever, mos for lunch, again? and yay im seeing moo tmr! i kinda miss that second dog of mine, thats why. DO YOU MISS ME, YOUR CUTE OWNER SUSANNA MOO? :O most probably will be catching pursuit of happiness tgt with eileen wing jj and those two unconfirmed ones. BAH HAHAHHA.

do you have dreams?

PICSZY!

2007-03-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

when our face muscles cramp.

well she's still stuck with her childhood.

janicebelle<3

f u

2007-03-14T02:41:00.000+08:00

caught music&lyrics with belle earlier on, aha grt movie.
im having such a big difficulty typing.. eh no clicking on this on-screen keyboard thanks to that nabehcheebye person who screwed this whole laptop. picszys tmr!
yay im going to my cheena land during the holidays, tho im unable to join aunt & the rest for the 8days taiwan&hongkong trip due to the cb-ing O's, im still satisfied with that 3 short days in my lovely cheeeeeena land!

off to bed now, ciaos!
death gods only eat apples?

im stressed out.

2007-03-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

any idea how much brain cells of mine died just because of you?

day wth eileen moo & wing was superb.
im a lardass.

FUCK U KAYLIM

2007-03-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

FUCKYOU.
stop bugging me 24/7, it irritates me big time! are you born to be a bug or smth? a pestering bug? just fucking leave me alone and lead your own life without me lah. urgh. so much for your funny and psychotic way of loving me! big rubbish!

stuck at home for the whole of today spending my lovely time with my nachos. <3
and i swear that ghostly encounter last night scared the shit out of me. omfg, let this be the first and last, im freaked out.

where is the love.

STEAMBOAT (:

2007-03-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

moo moo is love!

today is a all dogs day out. <3

why am i falling deeper into that love i dont wanto to.

GREAT BONDING! & im afraid to fall for you.

2007-03-08T21:27:00.000+08:00

all along i thought i was the only one who is unable to see those chingay pictures, and it took me quite a while to realise that actually it isnt so. so i ve reuploaded them! (:

today was a nice day.
attending school's programme sucks big time so i ran off tgt with xiaomoo wing jj deeban & yap. while the rest stay in school to rot. & im so wise to choose skipping it! arcade, bubbletea, as usual. & den they headed to my nest. deeban alr vanished into thin air by den, but somehow return again after yap is gone. met up with eileen & chopchop for their dinner, not ours, at rk. continue they whole thing with ur imagination(sensible ones pls!), im too exhausted to do so. i wana go pig-ing now! :)
another long day with the usual dogs( xiaomoo wing eileen me jj deeban) tmr.
nachos is being such a jerk, and it pisses me off. shiat, and fucked up sister is behaving like a dog.

& i dont wana fall for you, everytime you stand close, i srsly feel like melting! RAHHHHHHHH!

a little smth i did during f&n lesson in com lab! sheez

SAYING: SUSANNA LOVE JANICE YII BAII NIAN WORS! (:
dog!

okay she attempted to bite me.

WAHAHAHHA.

I LOVE MOO MOO! :)

unable to post up jj with dracula teeth, accoording to him, that picture is limited edition. =.-

oh so nachos.

2007-03-03T17:02:00.000+08:00

today is such a nachos day. i enjoy staying at home today, on this very saturday.
dad pesters me to give my rabbit away as usual, i ignored him.. as usual. yes i know, my furball or my nachos. sheeez.
grandma is in hospital, again. sigh sigh. visiting her tommorrow.

ignite d'amour was great i must say. (: & follow the law equals to a must watch!
my ahbee is still not home yet! bahhhhhhhhh i miss her :(

nachos baby!
Uploaded by janzychng

nachos.
Uploaded by janzychng

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2007-03-03T03:05:00.000+08:00

everyday is such a nice day (:

and nachos is love!

i miss you.

CHINGAY IS FUN THOUGH. BDAY! (:

2007-02-25T14:50:00.000+08:00

RAHH WHAT A DEAD BLOG. sheeeeeeeez.

so had chingay thing on 23rd of feb, hoho. had fun bcos jacq&deeban are my jokers of the day! :)

CUTE THING!

FOUR OF US(:

jacq me deeban.

mixed sector! (:

bani & me.

jacq me.

deeban the big dog and me.

OOO YEAH OOO YEAH. 24THFEB! my birthday:O
caught up with chingay at first, but den girlfriends decided not to go in the end. firstly, THANK YOU GIRLFRIENDSSSSSSSS FOR THAT SURPRISE, LUBB LUBB(x324186451548451)! :00000 & thns to all who wished me, and erm daryl&nalan thns for the bear as well. :) & to you.... everything u ve done for me, i appreciate it.

okay! went tpy to catch norbit, very worth watching, very hilarious show. headed to marina to bowl. lol you guys know what i mean right? teehee. altho it sounds like a bit weird... uhms, next destination is to wing's hse, ton! lol. & BLOODY DOG WCT DONT SCARE ME IN FUTURE ANYMORE, PLEASE. lol. I KNOW U LL BE READING THIS SOMEHOW, SO IM BEGGING YOU, OKAY? teeehee. watched vcds and bla. and pop im home now, suppose to go over to my aunt's, but i dnoe what on earth happen that it had to be cancelled.
im getting sick of blogging! hehhe hoho lalala.

TAIEILEEN&JANZY.

SWEETIE&ME(:

eileen moo janzy

moo sweetie me

cheryl janzy moo sweetie.
if you notice, that face bside moo is jingting, and that reflection shows cheryl. so there's 4 person!

everything is just way too late i guess. maybe this ending was the best for us? without you, life still goes on in any way..

HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!11

2007-02-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY DE MOIIZZZZZZZZZ! :OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

chingay tmr, so gay. hoho.

i wonder.

2007-02-19T01:55:00.001+08:00

i just return home after meeting yap and cheryl...

& im still wondering if i ll have the energy to go jogging tomorrow, or rather.. can i wake up?
RAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH.

NEW YEAR! ANGBAOSSSSSS

2007-02-18T21:11:00.000+08:00

this year's chinese new year is so... weird. no idea why i ll feel that way, but thats how brother chng feels too. smth is missing! hoho. as usual, went over to grandma's place, and erm we reached like way tooo early? okay who cares. and after that headed to great grandma's place, i love that stylo place! omfg. if only my hse is like half as pretty as that house, furthermore that house is a very very very old house!
ATE ALOT. ALOT ALOT!! gg jogging tmr with brother chng, and swimming at aunt's place in the afternoon, whoo. den i ll feel better for eating so much.. okay angbaos, did not receive alot. er or rather i dont receive alot for cny every yr? hahahah. but its enough alr lah. (:

@ great grandma's place. <3 man! hoho.

unglam pictures of us! teeheeeee. yes fat i know..... sister chng just return frm work, went over to grandma's place str fmr the airport so she's very mesy and fugly today. & brother chng whats up with the floor?! okay isabelle chng, nice legs. im so gonna chop off ur legs.

why did u choose to try squeezing ur face in?

:O

HAPPY CNY TO ALL!

2007-02-18T01:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!

yay yay, i see angpows flying towards me, you guys able to see? hoho. had reunion lunch instead of dinner today, and was spent at my house, no more grandma's hse this year. uhms but i think its much more better lah. okay so why reunion lunch? bcos sister has to fly off to bali for work at 4. she's gonna countdwn thr, alone. i know im so gonna grow fat :( for sure. i swear i freaking ate ALOT today, omfg and how much i regret eating so much! ohshit.
after lunch, dad randomly dug out all our ugly past. and i had a great laugh pls! and i ve decided to be nice and start ur cny right with a great laugh, go ahead and feel free to laugh. IM PRETTY PROUD BEING SO "CUTE" IN THE PAST. teehee.

SHE IS FUCKING CUTE LAH!

ME, ME AND ME = JANICE(:
this is how i will look after cny.

okay so this was like taken on last yr's cny? JOKE HUH. using a bloody coffee table for mahjong, and thats my PRETTY BROTHER at the extreme right, just for in case you guys see him as a girl.

too cute... too cute.. half of weiqi's face, lol i shud not be so bad to post such pictures of her. bcos she looks very different now. &IMISSYOU FRIEND! not forgotten <3

finally can wear my new clothes! HIP HIP HURRAY.

morning madnesss with JJ YAP MOO NALAN DEEBAN EILEEN. shopping spree with SISTERS!

2007-02-16T22:37:00.000+08:00

i predicted that school's gonna be a bitch, so i ve decided to skip it. and i think i made a wise choice, somehow. hoho. so met up with moo and eileen before meeting jj yap nalan and deeban, they had their breakfast.. den headed to the library. slacked arnd and bla bla bla.
im too lazy to elaborate. hahah, and went shopping with sisters in the afternoon.
and thats my day. zzz im v lazy to blog much lah.

PINEAPPLE TARTS HERE I COME! weehee.

why am i doing all these..

2007-02-16T00:33:00.000+08:00

stop running like mad in my mind.

why?

so far so good. valentines, got confused! :(

2007-02-15T20:33:00.000+08:00

so far so gooood...

valentine's over, and i ve received gifts from all my love ones! (: THANKS PLENTY!
esp kay<3. im so lost for words for what u ve done for me, but still i guess you wont get the perfect answer you want from me. sry. :(

im growing fatter, and fatter each day. what to do! :( i think i ll have to sacrifice all the yumyums for cny, wahhhhhhh! if not i ll look like a ball walking arnd. WHAT TO DO!!! so vexed...
and im seriously so not looking forward to cny, god knows why. maybe because the thought of a ball like janice walking arnd is freaking me out. just imagine the ball like me... omfg. just imagine.. i mean like how fugly will i look. bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i have difficulty breathing, i think my fats are the cause of it. yukes fats, :(

i wana msg you, but i can only do so in a quarelling method.

2007-02-11T16:50:00.000+08:00

this whole week wasnt very nice to go with. quarrels, tears.. everything.

today is no exception as well. everything that happened totally spoiled my mood. nothing that takes place is a happy thing for me. i really really feel very terrible, but i guess nobody will ever understands. nobody will rrly know the true feeling. so dont bother to ask me whats up.. so what if anybody knows, who rrly can take all these that im going through away from me.

just do anything you want. okay? since you think this is the only way. i wont be angry anymore. alrights? your own choice, im not you, i dont own you. i dont control you. so just do as you please. at least, im not going to say i dont care anymore. bcos it doesnt seems to affect you. dont think im trying to kid with you when i say something, i rrly mean it when i say i ll angry, i mean it when i say im gonna get real unahppy. dont ever ever underestimate me, dont ever think i ll get soft hearted.

and den, we quarrelled again, yes again. and i feel really dumb. i think all was just an excuse of msging you, just an excuse of seeing your name in my inbox. the only way i get all these, is to quarrel with you, argue with you. yes it makes me unhappy.. but what can i do? maybe all these are just processes i have to go through, to really forget about you. i dont hate you, i dont loathe the sight of seeing you. i really dont..
i ve done everything i could, to break your heart, to make you tear, to make you unhappy, to make u change ur views on me, to make every1 arnd you change their views on me hoping that they ll persuade you to let go of a bitch like me. and im really hoping you'd let me go. even though i you so. dont ask me what i am hesitating with, dont ask me why am i doing all these. i ll never get that faith and trust i used to have for you. i ll nvr ever be able to walk out of the shadow u ve given me. so for now, we ll lead our lives just like that. even if im not happy, i ll be happy.

終於捨得去成全去放手
過我自己的生活　偶爾想你的時候
就讓回憶來陪我

終於捨得去成全去放手
不追問你的感受　尊重彼此的選擇
當你決定了向左　我往前走

LIFES A BITCH, FUCKERS.

2007-02-08T20:27:00.000+08:00

pls allow me to rant all vulgarities here. just pardon me, for once.

GO HOME AND FUCK URSELF MOTHER FUCKER. DOG YOU. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. NABEH LAH. BLOODY CHEEBYE HEAD. KNN. DOG FACE DOG BODY EVERYTHING SO DOGGY LAH! FUCK MAN I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING UR FACE LAH. KAOBEH. WALAN. FUCKTARD. BANG THE WALL AND DIE LAH. DIE BETTER DIE BETTER. JERK LAH. STOP BEING A BITCH LAH FEMALE DOG. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO U THINK U ARE, FUCK LAH. U THINK U BIG SHOT IS IT. CHEEBYE I SEH UR HEAD DEN U KNOW. BRAIN DAMAGE BRAIN DEAD AND DIE LAH. FUCKER. PUSH YOU DWN THE BUILDING LET U DIE LAH. BITCH FLY LIKE A BIRD AND DEN PREPARED TO CRASH LAH. I HOPE AN AEROPLANE WILL BANG U IN THE SKY ALSO LAH. DEN UR EVERYWHERE!!! SO FUCK U.

omfg. i feel great man, songgggggg lah. nt refering to anybody, so dont think much. just feel like ranting because im in a super bad moooooood nw. wtf man. i care also tio fuck, den if i don care. what will happen. i think it ll be better lah. what for get fucked by you guys when what i did was just purely caring! just tell me str wtf u re up to tmr, dont hesitate and go like oh just go look for her loh. and im nt dumb okay. and like so what if u re going with that jerk. ur whole point is nt her lah. ITS UR STUFFS! yes yes im so unhappy abt everything. im unhappy with even the slightest thing in this world. how bout that. this is big shit lah, god.

AND TO THAT DOG, FUCK YOU ONCE AGAIN. BARK! fucker.

urgh what a bad post. damn u know how pissed i am! fa ke man. if she thinks im nt serious bout what i say den let me show you how serious can i get. and i thought tmr will be a better day for me, but fucked up things happen nw. OHMYGOD. why is all these happening. my horoscope reading din say anything like that will happen. my temper is getting from bad to worse nowadays, seriously. i can feel that change man. sigh!!!!!!!! all thanks to you kaylim. FFFFuman.

KAY, IS MY PAST. NT PRESENT, NT FUTURE.

2007-02-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

OKAY LIKE WHY IS MY POST SO THE DEPRESSING FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS?
this is gonna be another one! =x

i think i ve sorted out my thinking already. altho i ll still get affected in a way or another, but i have to be strong! and what im doing now is just too too late for anything, to amend, to realise, to admit, to regret, to cry, to miss, to think. its all just too late, way too late. so i ll just have to live with what im blessed with now. as time pass by, everything will start to fade, the love and misses i had for you, will gradually vanish.
明明有过快乐却忘了怀念

today is slack day.
ate alot today.
gonna grow fat.
pri sch's pizza is yummy.
im contented to have great friends.

so im rrly hoping that this will be the last post i have for you. i hope i wont have so much thoughts and feelings abt you ever again! im finally letting go of everything, finally. altho im nt v sure if this is what i wanted. but as i say, its too late. and i know theres nth i can do.

我听着你说爱我感觉却如此寂寞
笑容只维持几秒就变酸了此刻我只想找一个出口
逃离这混乱荒谬爱不爱改天再说
我想你真的爱我但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻都苦苦的哪里才会有离开你的出口
可是我离开以后能往哪里走 ...

I WISHED I HATE YOU..

2007-02-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

this whole week is gonna be so not good, too many thoughts running through my head like mad. how i wish i had a solution to everything. things are so not going on well, i get moody super easily these few days, i get irritated over little things, i will feel vexed for nothing! :(
&its all because of you.

school was so de-not-nice! 2.4 run today, dont worry i din drop dead. but obviously i will pant like a pig, and i ll turn into a tomato on the spot. hoho. f&n was boring as well! very boring. zzzzzzzzzz. tuition in the night is another thing that nearly killed me. what a buzzy bee day! whooosh. tuesdays are bad. sigh.. sigh.. sigh..

IN LIFE YOU CAN CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY OR SAD, I SEEM TO FORGET ALL BOUT IT.
after hearing what you think, im very glad. bcos you thought of it in a positive way, and im really contented to see how much you re enjoying life! so goodjob. (:

i dont want to think of you anymore. can i?

2007-02-05T22:37:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY WENT SKATING WITH JINGTING AND CHERYL. EVERYTHING WENT ON WELL UNTIL I FUCKING SEE DOGS ARND, dogS. and it totally spoiled my mood.

whooooooooooooo today was such a short day! went late for school, and went for only two lessons! how nice lah. as usual slacked arnd with eileen moo jingting and cheryl. headed home early tday bcos i thought gorilla needs help in painting the hse, yes i thought. tmr's a long day... sigh. f&n, pe, tuition! urgh. poa test tmr, bid goodbye to it. i don know a single shit about partnership pls.

dont hafta to all these, yeah?
so can somebody tell me why am i feeling all these only now. but dont worry, bcos i wont pester you like a bitch. i ll lead my own life very well, even if im not okay. bcos things will become great one day! and im just waiting for that day. thats all!

MYSONG FOR YOU, KAY.

2007-02-03T21:56:00.000+08:00

kusokuso

painting,painting and more painting!

my hse is gonna look so different after all the packing up and painting! yay, and my room toooo. hoho, after painting i can put up my flh an hanakimi! LOL. oh yes talking abt hanakimi, did i mention that i rang my sister who was in taiwan to get me that playmag full of flh and hanakimi? okay and she did! hoho, 2 hanakimi's book and that playmag, altho that wasnt the one i wanted, but its alright lah. bcos still got wuzun inside! heehee im so over the mooooooon! :OOO how cheena can i get....
wont be attending tmr's fundrising thing! just start to realise that my posts are getting more and more boring each day! pfffft. finally managed to finish up mom's work, and 90 bucks is on its way flying to my pocket. arh how nice. currently using my sister's vaio blush pink laptop, fucking pretty pls!

so what if im contradicting myself? so what!

to the special you, the you whose image has never face, and will never. theoneilove

JANZY IS A HAPPY GIRL. MOO JINGTING CHERYL ARE BIG LOVES! :OO

2007-02-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

like finally i have time to settle down and post well, and at my own pace. life has been so great for me! friends are the best best best <33333333

had this workshop thingy tday at ngee ann poly. for some lab work or smth, not very sure. hoho, and i think its very interesting and fun! yay yay. met jingting and pamela tgt with eileen and moo. guys(yuzhong teri erwin abel and gang) roller blading arnd. fucking cool pls! hooooo. and den when everybody left me and jingting went to meet cheryl for dinner and bla. slacked arnd..... and the rest is for you to think. HOHO LAME.
wont be attending the fund rising thing most probably, bcos it seems like nobody is going! so yeah, i see no point in going as well?
still got videos on flh to upload, plenty of them! urgh, and yet to watch my cwl! and my homework! whoooooo. what a busy day tmr. zzzzzzzzzz

22 more days to my birthday! :0

<3 FLH

2007-01-31T20:45:00.000+08:00

so decided to remove my feilunhai post! hoho, due to smths lah. but its in my draft. hohohs. <3
finally returned to school after so many days! okay and it was such a bore. zzzzzzzzz. reached home super early to complete my homeworks! urgh i dnoe how to do! siansation.

do i have to cry for you.

WUZUN!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

im very busy with wuzun's stuffff now! so pls bear with me. HA HA HA. i ll update everything after they're back to taiwan. hohoho.

WUZUN!!!!!!!!
:OOOO

FEILUNHAI IS LOVE MAN. DONGRULUNZUN<3

2007-01-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

I SWEAR IM FUCKING HAPPY TODAY, YES YES IM VERY VERY HAPPY! IM OVER THE MOON, IM HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY AND HAPPY!!!!!!!

din go to sch today, and im happy i did that. OMFG. -JUMPS ARND!
met jingting and went - :OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! super hot uhs.<33333333s. back to bishan to meet susanna and cheryl, slacked at library and im still super happy,HAPPY! fooled arnd and had many laughs. im too happy that i almost went crazy?! took neoprint with sweetie1&sweetie2! (: lol i must not be selfish if nt they ll kill each other cos of moiix! =.- YEAH RIGHT. & js you re fucking lucky please! hee. so today was the day for slacking at bishan! bcos we re at bishan frm like afternoon till night?! and uhs, yuzhong&gang came at night. and soon after that, HOME.
chingay thingy tmr, FLH tmr. cool man, im going to be happy again! happy happy de moiiz worz.

WITH ALL THE LOVE.

cheryldarl&me. WOW THIS IS BIG BIG LOVE MAN.

moo&me!

sweetie&me!

I CANT WAIT MAN. OMFG. OMFG. wuzundadongyalunyiru.flh

today was nice..

2007-01-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

school again! zzzzzzzzzzz.

my tighs are aching like fuck. damn, my fat legssssss! toiletbowl, fat alr still must endure this kind of pain. awwwww my poor leg. DOG.
my time after school was spent with jingting, cheryl, susanna, pamela, denise and diana. whoooooooooo. mos for lunch, uhms very yummy! I SAW KQ TDAY, OMFG OMFG. that - lookalike! hohoho. happy happy de moiiz. slacked at library for a little while after that went to cc playgrnd, eileen came. pamela&denise left! and den DianaB came to look for me, talkeeddddd. (:

uh thats all. boring, no pictures! :(

so is that the truth?

you re everywhere.

2007-01-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

I HATE THIS FEELING. I DON FEEL GREAT!

school was atrocious tday except for pe. i have to admit that pe is really fun, although im aching all over! i dont feel okay for the whole of today, bcos you re everywhere. so fuck you, stop appearing. tuition as usual, fuck you bcos you appeared again.
no time for my cny shopping spreeeeee! no $ tooo. :( i want to buy pretty clothes soon soon soon!

aiya stop thinking lah. yeah right.

so when you re pestering me like glue i think you sucked, when you cared i find it annoying, when you msg i get turn off, when i see you i feel sian, i thought im over it. yes i thought.
and nw i admit im missing you right now, im starting to miss your presence. but..
and i think what im feeling and thinking now is rubbish and toilet bowlish.
goodbye to you, goodbye to everything i knew and everything i tried holding onto.

my everyday life is live to the max! (:

2007-01-22T15:55:00.000+08:00

okay im listening to a song named beware of the dog =.-

im home alr! i need time to do my stuffs so i cant afford time outside! homeworks, changing of my baby's cage, my goong S & my hanakimi! im feeling super happy nowadays. i feel so contented with everything i have, and all the friends i have. ARH FRIENDSSS <3 im talking to those i haven been talking to for 1 year, like you, you and you. esp daryl! omfg. i love you(friend's love) man best friend. heeeeeheeeee. school ends at 115 tday( uhs uhs you know why) ,had lunch with moo, slacked for a lil while and den home! 5 more days to 27thJan. YAYYAYYAY. and i ve just realise my bday's on chingay? according to the magazine. this is all i have for now, i ll update if i have more afterwards, if nt thats all for today!

i dont know why are you running through my mind, i dont know why i miss you. im suppose to be enjoying my life without you. so lets hope today is the last time im going to do such a dumb thing for you. & whatever i ve did, i think its the best way out for you and me, to let go and forget.

day out with cheryl&jingting <3!

2007-01-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

i haven done all my homeworks yet! i have no time to complete it bcos during the weekends im out the whole day! sheesh. & i ve yet to change my hamster's cage :( i feel so sad bcos her hse is so dirty. sigh! today was a nice day, bcos of my wonderful date with cheryl&jingting<3s. went to bugis to get cheryl's stuff. headed dwn to fareast and den bishan! had pepper lunch for dinner, uhms not very yummy but not that bad afterall. yuzhong came, cheryl left. thus slacked under blk with jingting&yuzhong. both of em are super asss and toilet bowl! hohos. i missed my show today! awwsssss. but i sacrificed it for my jingting sweetie. hahahahhaa. RIGHT SWEETIE. =.-
tmr is the slack day, monday! whoootttsssss. and i hope to change my hammy cage soon soon soon pls.

ytd night was such an awful night, sigh. but luckily daryl was there. like why am i doing all these? bcos i was fucking jealous? bcos i just wanted to talk to you but still ended up quarreling? SIGHSIGHSIGHx10000000000000. f it.

ohmygosh daryl thank you many many! (x156456413232 pls!) you still never fail to lighten all my troubles and frustrationssssss. :O

MOO&ME. hearts

teri's cute.hahahaha

2007-01-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

ooohss. met up with jingting ytd, suppose to go bbq. but last min she dont feel like. hahahaha, so we slacked arnd bishan instead! yuzhong&gang and cheryl came. makan, slacked, talked. reached home at 3 and slept at i freaking 4am when im suppose to wake up at 7am for flag day! =.-

but tday i still din went for flag day lah. i overslept and i was very tired! hoohoo. so woke up at 12 and met jingting susanna and steffi at velocity. and when moo went home me and jingting continue slacking and slacking... fadzli yuzhong teri & cheryl came at night and den continue slacking.. everything tonight is super hilarious! hohos. AND I ATE SUPER LOTS OF CHOCOLATEsssssssssss TDAY. I KNOW IM GONNA GROW FAT AGAIN:(

yay yay. dating jt&cheryl tmr! <3333333333333333333333 lah.
what a boring and detailed post. zzzzz. my mind is always so blank nowadays! WHYWHYWHY. im behaving like a sotong. tsk,

KAYLIM IS A FOOL.

2007-01-19T00:02:00.000+08:00

I THINK U RE FUCKING RETARDED LAH. DINGDONG!!! DON LOOK AT ME AS IF IM SOME BITCH AND SAY IM SIAO OKAY AND PLS DONT "WHAT" ME IN SUCH A FUCKED UP WAY. IF YOU WANT TO REPLY ME IN SUCH A SPECIAL WAY DEN I RATHER YOU JUST STFU. AND I RLY THINK WE SUPER BUAY GAM. AND I SWEAR I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING UR FACE AT THAT MOMENT.

im so pissed lah! god. dog! whatever

so lunch'ed with jingting vt and susanna tday. moomoo went home for fresh grass as usual with the companian of vt. hoho. met up with cheryl afterthat. slacked eat talked laugh smile and everything! <33333333333
sch's gonna be boring tmr! ah shit. and im so broke :( awwsss.

what you think i meant is not exactly what i really meant. im so so sorry!

evelyn day! lol

2007-01-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

I SAW EVELYNNNNNN TODAY!!!!!!
-jumpsssssssss.

i ve been feeling depressed today, due to smth smth. uhms, okay dont continue anymore. went to bubble tea with moomoooooo and jingting tday. uhss <3. moomoo went home to eat grass so me and jingting slacked under block. hohoho. talked about many things and so on...... LuBb lUbB w0rShZx. bla bla bla, and im home.

taiwan!

somebody asked me a qtn that i think i might nvr be able to answer.

2007-01-16T11:59:00.000+08:00

WHAT A BORING WEEK! grrrh. started the week in a toilet bowl way, so i feel toilet bowlish for the rest of the week. my hair is very black, and i think it sucks bcos it fucking makes me feel that im putting on a wig. & i ve been flooded with homeworks everyday. i need a boat to escape. funny =.- lessons getting boring yet i made an effort to listen. arh school, i think its dung.

so i had tuition tday, i think my tuition teacher's super "adorable" in a way. uhm, jingting as noisy,cheryl being super serious and kay mia. ha ha ha. im sleeping in 3 mins time. 12am sharpppppp!
today somebody ask me the toughest question i ve ever heard, and i think i might nvr be able to answer it. maybe bcos i dont know where this hatred thing started from and when did it even happen. and do i hate for the sake of hating. i dont have an anwer myself. but i get super turn off when it comes to you, which i dnoe why.

you ve been nice, seriously. and im pretty touched by somethingsssss. but uhm.. ... ...

K with kaiquan jianrong & jeryl.

2007-01-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

finally, my new blog skin! bro's on date so i can use computer. and im taking a break from my shows. homeworks.. so far so good. but yet to complete it. soon, i guess. STUCK AT HOME TODAY. :(

kaiquan rang me ytd night while i was halfway through doing my homeworks, he said he was bored and asked me to train dwn to bugis to meet him. got to know jeryl & jianrong (: erm pretty nice people. & jeryl is cute. HA HA. they wanted to go and sing songssss. so went to i dnoe where. ran in the rain, quite a distance away. i panted like a retard and when im running i feel so piggy-ish and fatty bombom-ish. i haven been running for a longgggggggg time man! no wonder im so fat. uhs too lazy. what to do. so all three sang except me. too shy. -laughs. i think i only sang once? cabbed home at arnd 230, and den died on the bed as soon as i got home. and i swear i was super lazy and tired to bathe that i even intend not to bathe. but too yucky, i dislike it.

why are you and him so alike. ohmytian.

HELLO HELLO.

2007-01-13T11:32:00.000+08:00

i ve got quite alot to update bcos i haven been blogging! tday's school was a killer. lol. i feel like just dozing off every lesson. all thanks to kai that guy who called me and stop me from sleeping in the middle of the night! urgh. so i slept like at 2am? & i ve got plenty of homeworks to complete! my homeworks, my 20 episodes of show, my tuition homework & my mom's work! arh shit. okay put all these stressful things aside. (:

had the first lesson of tuiton ytd. ah ha, great. that baby johnsons&johnsons is super hilarious. and for once, i understand my maths! THREE CLAPS FOR ME PLS. :O and did i mention i din went to school ytd? bcos my nose was running away and i have to find it back. HAHA FUNNY =.- OH YEAH, i R E N T E D an umbrella from hangten ytd. freaking cool, i can actually rent an umbrella! so i ve like 90 days before returning it. and that guy says if its broken or whatever, it doesnt matter. as long as i ve the receipt. i can get my 10 bucks back! (:
tday's weather is f-ing great. although it can get real fucked up. had mos for lunch and then cat&moo came to my hse. as usual, noisy. heh. my bradder came home when i was about to search for blogskins. damit. so i was unable to use the computer. and this stupid com im using SUCK. urgh.
homeworks and everything. here i come....

if only we were talking right now, if only things between us was alright. shit i feel weird.

tday was sucha nice day. <3

2007-01-08T04:57:00.000+08:00

as i ve said. went to sign up for tuition tday with jt kay & cheryl. everything done and tuition starting on the 11th jan. went marina and bla. & im pretty sure im going to gain 2kg tday? firstly, bcos i had kfc for dinner. and after dinner, jingting that retard offered me that moomoo ice cream like continously? and i ate FOUR of them erm i think in less than TWO MINS! reason being she was super afraid that the ice cream will melt in like a few seconds? which i think is super ridiculous. HAHA. but cute ehs. and yes, tday was a super nice day <3sssssssssss uh! tmr is my family day!

why do i feel this way?

a retarded day.

2007-01-06T15:12:00.000+08:00

today was a super dooble retarded day. i went to school retarded-ly when i know its going to be f-ing boring. and i join this super retarded cca, for the sake of joining. & we( jt susanna fish) caught a super retarded movie, THE WICKER MAN. haa retard. :O
in fact only like half of the day is retarded lah. the rest of the time after the movie arent retarded anymore. went library slacked and bla.

i ll be having maths tuition soooooonnnnn! its a great thing to me lah. so i can cope with my maths( the lousiest subject for my 3 yrs in kcp. ) and pass my O's.

i cant wait for january 27 and march hols! ( taiwan here i come. WHEEE )

plenty!

2007-01-05T14:07:00.000+08:00

so its year 2007 alr. and school reopened alr. :(
2007 resolution? UHM NONE (:

my blog is so dead! i dont feel like blogging anymore. school, so far so good! haircheck tday, but im so lucky lucky that i din get caught bcos i was late. i blame jingting for waking up late but at the same time i want to thank her bcos i missed haircheck when im late! SMILE. and i ve been losing my appetite these few days, shit what happened man. im like having too much blurry thoughts running like fools in my brain. but i dnoe what im thinking seriously. uh blurry! so my after-school was spent with susanna and yuzhong. nothing much to elaborate on lah. and tmr my after-school will be spent with jingting susanna & kay, uhs movie (: night in the museum(for the 2nd time) tmr's cca day. O.O im cca-less. so what do i do in school?! urgh.

nobody will understand whats behind all these stubborn-ess and cruel-ness.
i dont believe 18months is a short period of time. so when you re suppose to be better and you do have the chance to be better, what exactly were you doing?

:( i kinda miss you.

2007-01-03T15:31:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW = SCHOOL :(

so i saw people i dont feel like seeing that totally spoils my mood. and why are humans so realistic? YOU YOU YOU. im talking about you ass.

i guess what you did was the best of the best best best best. bcos i clearly know that YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE. and i CANNOT TRUST YOU. everything's turning out the opposite way! ah fyou.
( im starting to know how you feel, im speaking abt myself. BUT WHO CARES. I JUST FEEL LIKE SPEAKING ABT YOU FKER.)

a leopard NEVER changes its spot. right LEOPARD?! tamade.

school :(

2006-12-31T13:11:00.000+08:00

IM FUCKING PISSED & I REALLY THINK YOU ARE NUTS!
argh

so i went to fly kite with susanna on thursday. -laughs.
school is reopening in like 3days and i hope i die now. (: i ve been staying at home waching all my shows! so my life is very boring. i watch the taiwan news and i saw saddam hussin(is that how you spell?) got hanged. HA HA. & i want to watch death note again bcos L is super cute. i feel like eating chocolate! rah.

my hanakimi is not loading well :(

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!

2006-12-26T13:40:00.000+08:00

first of all,
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

this year's christmas is rubbish. I ACTUALLY STAYED AT HOME FOR CHRISTMAS. :( but seriously i dont have that festive joy or whatsoever. its just another day out of 365 days. din watch eragon with my sister that day. bcos we re so broke :( but! bro treat us(together with lala) to death note on saturday. omfg. very great movie. L is super(x4784584534456) cute. i thought death note wasnt that great afterall when my sister told me abt it. but uh, how wrong can i get. sheez. those monsterous creatures are super dooble adorable too. uhs..... its a MUST watch!

hanakimi episode6. :O
ive got date with susanna&shijing tmr! <3

mayb life wasnt that great without you afterall.

FAHRENHEIT. 27JAN. (:

2006-12-22T15:30:00.000+08:00

OMFG. confirm that im going to see fahrenheit in s.h.e's concert alr! damn song. :O
tday jeremy(mingyao) sang that jing wu men on pss, okay its like total crap. =.- but he's super cute lahhhhhhhhh. so i voted. LOL. dad say we shall eat rice dumplings(peanut flavoured pls) at twelve sharp. ha how adorable.

sister: TA(daren) HEN XIANG TURTLE LEH.
me: - stares
me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. ( i started laughing like a fucking mad woman)
sister: hee.

& im gg to catch eragon with sister tmr! yay.
anybody wants to watch night in the museum with me? (:

im rotting my life awayyy.

stop

2006-12-21T15:40:00.000+08:00

just returned from jb! and i bought nothing. HO HO HO. i had like so much fun with my sister tday. with that kimboksil thing. FUNNY RIGHT MEI MEI? JIE JIE V CUTE HOR (:
& dad shuld seriously stop his F1. bcos its freaking me out.
i bought i weekly, bcos fahrenheit's in it and im starting to craze again! OMG. :O
OH YEAH, im going to S.H.E's concert! but not to see em. but to see fahrenheit. oo la la. WUZUN&JIRO. im so glad sister's willing to sponser me! IM FAINTING IN LIKE 3SECS. =.-

date with susanna on friday. bitch, better not fly my kite.

if i could live my life all over again. thats a question.

2006-12-18T12:57:00.000+08:00

shit. BOTH OF MY COM LIKE BROKE DWN. =.- at the same time.

unable to slp last night, so i suddenly thought of this topic " IF I COULD LIVE MY LIFE ALL OVER AGAIN..." and soon fall aslp after thinking of many answers! HAHA.

okay.
so if i could live my life all over again...
- i will not choose to be a playgirl.
- i will not do bad things to break dad&mom's heart! :(
- i hope im a real smart girl
- i will study hard.
- I SERIOUSLY WANTO HAVE SLIM LEGS. ***
- i ll nt eat fried chicken everyday during the hols! ( bcos too much of em results in my fat look nw. )
- i ll nvr neglect my friends and family for ...
- I HOPE I WAS BORN IN TAIWAN! ( i don speak v gd english, & my chinese is like a thousand times better. AND all the yandaos are there. )

uhms thats all i can think of now. everything i ve regretted, i rrly wanto turn back time and change it. if u could live your life all over again.. what would you do?

LUCKY'S GOING HOME TDAY! bah, luckyyyyyyyyyy~
date with cheryl&et tmr
<3

hana kimi episode5!
jiro chun and tangyuzhe :O

im over it dude.

2006-12-16T19:22:00.000+08:00

LIFE AT HOME IS SUPER BORING! :(

marina with kay tday. and it wasnt great. for some not so great reason.

things aint great.

fahrenheit.

lucky is a typical dog's name.

2006-12-14T17:56:00.000+08:00

presenting to you...

LUCKY! (:
super adorable.
lucky is a very very common name for dogs, right?

lucky oh lucky. you re so lucky to have such a great temp owner like me! sheez.

LIFE AT HOME.

2006-12-13T12:55:00.000+08:00

LIFE AT HOME IS VERY BORING! :( din meet yuzhong today, again. dnoe what happen to that guy lah. idiot, make me stay at home. sheez. had breakfast with loves in the morning. & susanna that biatch din call me today. AND DEN HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW WHAT TIME IM MEETING YOU? hee. doggy is coming tmr! yes tmr. tmr tmr! :O

humans.

2006-12-12T11:34:00.000+08:00

i seriously dislike humans with a very very complicated mindset. arh, humans. so like wtf is wrong with you? u re always, always full of complains and unhappiness. i wonder which pig can make you happy. and stop behaving like a hippo. I WANT TO RANT IT ALL OUT. ITS SO SO CRAZY. you will never understand where the problem really lies at, you will NEVER try understanding. CRAP. CRAB. CRAP. do you exactly know the difference between LOVER&FRIENDS. do you? omfg. assume and assume. yes whatever, continue to assume.

& this is a MONDAY post! :O sheez. confused huh.

____iiLOVEtanggyuuzhhe '' hees.
// xiiaooJANJAN<3wuuzuun&ddadoong nehz ;
i used to type like that! (:

TANG YU ZHE V HANDSOME!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-11T21:20:00.000+08:00

omg. tang yu zhe is so OMG. and he sings like real well. maybe only to me. okay some evidence. DRAG UNTIL 2:53 OF THE VIDEO AND HEAR HIM SING! SO CUTE NEHZ.

i repeated that part like 5 times? (: hee. sick right. but i cant help lah!

i was suppose to meet yuzhong tday, but in the end didnt. so i stayed at home. looking for tang yu zhe's video on youtube and stuff. HE'S SO THE CUTE RIGHT. :O mayb going wild wild wet with my siblings tmr. still not too sure abt it. oh yes, watched like 1ep of which star are you from and den stopped. bcos my mind just keep telling me to look for tangyuzhe's video instead. hee. its 512AM nw, going to bed sooon!

actually this is a sunday post instead. and that sunday post is a sat post. hee.
OFF TO LALALAND TO DREAM OF TANGYUZHE. byebye.

OMG.

2006-12-10T22:40:00.000+08:00

i think next time i better cut dwn on watching videos on hua yang/ fahrenheit. I LL GO CRAZY. lol.

TANG YU ZHE!

CHUN.

DA DONG. he looks better in ko one. HAHA

花樣少年少女

IM GOING TO BED NW. BYEBYE.
patiently waiting for episode 4 of hua yang. (:

(:

2006-12-10T19:53:00.000+08:00

i just return home and decided to use the com while my sister is bathing. orh but nw she's alr out frm the bathroom but im just too lazy to bathe. so the very first sentence was just an excuse. (: longbang sister's cab dwn to twn tday. i was supposed to go and look for belle at taka after her work and also to buy my hamster's food. but still too early when i reached twn, so sister asked me along for her date with her girlfriends @ nydc, only for a little while. (: left after that and den headed to taka to look for belle. and den she feel like eating cheesecake so we headed back to nydc to look for sister and also to eat cheesecake. AND I LOVE YINGYING'S HAIR. IM SO SO SO IN LOVE WITH IT. so prettyyyyyyyy! (: walked arnd twn aimlessly.. but in the end decided to catch a midnight show. and we asked diana along. bcos 2 person tOo bOrInG LiAoXz. =.- WHAT THE F AM I DOING. okay. so caught the holiday. (: pretty nice show. and tadah, im home after the show.
AND AND AND, I JUST REMEMBERED SMTH, MY AIM OF GOING OUT TO LOOK FOR MY SISTER IS ACTUALLY TO GET MY HAMSTER'S FOOD. BUT F, I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN ABT IT. LIKE WHAT THE F.
i finally finished watching iswak! and nw im going to watch videos on hua yang's cast! din managed to watch them ytd bcos i was too sleepy. BUT IM SURE NOT GOING TO MISS IT TODAY. omg omg, tang yu zhe, wu zun & jiro!
:OOOOOOOOOOOO

so im like maybe meeting yuzhong ltr.
goodnight folks! (:

(:

2006-12-09T15:23:00.000+08:00

so we finally talk things out. and some things i want to say, its best if i dont say. i guess. (: im left with one and a half episode of iswak to watch! but i ve to wait for my bro to come back to do smth with that security thing or whatever it is lah. im going out with my sister tmr (: and i wana date with shijing and susanna next week! HAHAHAHA. okay susanna?
i wanto watch iswak! :(

i ve done everything to make you give up, and nw that you re halfway through. i will not say any nice words to make your heart sway.
i should not even be regretting. no im not regretting. (:
i will tell myself to not love you.

(:

2006-12-07T19:38:00.000+08:00

okay. i watched that old show iswak ( short form ) and den start to realise aaron's rrly cute! :OOOO sending mom and dad off tmr at 7am. and maybe out to twn with kay at noon. (: so hope all things turn out well for me. and today i had such a great rest. no dirty beds and pillow! like finally, i can sleep well. (:

5th december, was the only day.
& i think, that THING is nothing.

back frm chalet!

2006-12-07T02:19:00.000+08:00

IM BACK FROM THAT BORING CHALET! :OOOOOOO

no pictures. bcos i din took any. and i ve got nth to blog abt chalet, seriously. so lets skip this topic! but i had a fun time with susanna & shijing! <3

dad&mom are going to china tmr! YEAH! great.

argh. just what the f am i doing, or even thinking. sigh. things are not that bad, right?

hais.

2006-12-03T19:26:00.000+08:00

i feel stupid
i feel childish
i feel dumb

i need a break.

(:

2006-12-03T18:34:00.000+08:00

i went twn with my sister tday! bcos she got her pay and she is like wow so rich! so i accompanied her for shopping. SHE DIN BUY ANYTHING FOR ME LAA :( hahahahha. my day is always so so so happy & fun with her arnd. lala's doggy is coming over sooon, yeah yeah. mom&dad are going over to china for like 7days?! i smell freedom!

maybe i should really just try to even know things about you already, maybe i should really put it to a stop. i ve like no rights to care or whatsoever anymore. i dont want you to feel im taking you for granted anymore. whoever you want to meet, or even contact, be it a cat, mouse, dog, sheep, cow, whatever. i wont care, anymore. so lets just remain as the state we re in nw. (: or maybe we shoudnt be friends at all, bcos i nvr be friends with my ex. so dumb, yes i know. im feeling so dwn, out of a sudden. i rrly rrly dont wanto know. not even a single bit dude. i dont want to make myself feel so bad anymore!
you re nt the one who knows if i regret or not, anymore.

bad day:(

2006-12-02T16:21:00.000+08:00

SORRY SORRY SORRY KAYLIM! :(

tday was a v bad day for me.
tday i am very not happy.
tday i did bad things!
:(

sigh, met up with kay to catch a movie today. she prepared smth reaaaaaal sweet for me, that i almost cried like a waterfall. I AM SO SO SO TOUCHED. awww. but... yes you know what. it din turn out well. okay enough of heartbreaking things!

watched material girls! okayyyy i know im kind of lag! had dinner after movie, TOUFU SOUP! MANY MANY MANY things happen on the way. OUR 8 CHARACTERS CLASH OR SMTH IS IT HUH?!?! sigh sigh. went far east, met huiyee and yen. yen drived us home. and thats my day, my very bad day.

my brother, is coming back in 10hrs time.

逃离这混乱荒谬
爱不爱改天再说
我想奶真的爱我
但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻
都苦苦的
哪里才会有离开奶的出口
可是我离开以後能往哪里走

im so afraid to make a choice, so afraid to make a wrong choice.

FINALLY MEET SUSANNA.

2006-12-01T18:19:00.000+08:00

216am currently. going to slepp very soon cos im going out tmr with kay. ( we re FRIENDS okay? O: ) and i finally met susanna that dog today. roam arnd bishan. had lunch at mos burger den went to library and stayed there for like 4 hrs?! and we saw this real hilarious uncle there. he's just so.. weird? =.- diana came for a little while and after that she went for work. and thats abt all la! im going to bed.

im sorry.

WOOTS. STR HAIR(:

2006-11-30T10:38:00.000+08:00

back from salon! im so exhausted. sat there for almost 5hrs. many many people, so have to wait. and i waited sooooooo long! read this book over there, theres a joke in it saying : what do you call a gorilla with earmuffs? and, my hair is super flat nw. i think my sister will take her revenge nw! bugging me everyday saying my hair has no volume and so flat! yes yes, meeting susanna tmr, like finally. :O i bet she is missing me right nw! drama drama here i come! thats all for today.

you never change, at all.

ANSWER: anything you want, it cant hear anyway. LOL =.-

ME AND MY SISTER'S FLAT HAIR.

my flat hair.

the picutres don rrly look THAT flat la. but im seriously having a very flat hair on me nw!

WHOOOOOOO!

2006-11-29T15:50:00.000+08:00

i ve got many many things to blog abt! so busy watching my drama that i totally forget abt my blog. i went to johor tdy(: with my mom aunt and both sisters. was suppose to go and reborn my hair, but i sacrificed it for the sake of going shopping at jb! i have like 8541651 things to get? and i only bought like 8541600 things out of 8541651 of it?. but i really had many laughs&fun tdy! esp at that spectacle shop. that staff over there has a greatttttttt sense of humor. we all couldnt stop laughing! bought my contact lense, and mom made her spec. (: had lunch at that hongkong resturant. and and ate marybrown's chicken! IF ANYONE OF YOU HAPPEN TO SEE MARYBROWN THAT FASTFOOD RESTURANT YOU GUYS SERIOUSLY GOT TO TRY IT! that shop is kind of a like to kfc. but their food has such a hugeeeeeeee difference. VERY VERY YUMMY! but heard from my mom that marybrown cant survive in sg. which i dnoe why.

sunday
ice skating with my cousin&girl sister aunt. i don always skate, so i was so scary cat at first la! kept skating only at the side. until my sister asked me to leave there. went to jurong to look for my uncle and to have dinner. BEEF NOODLE IS NT MY TYPE. uncle bought us many fruits and stuffss :O
IM VERY HAPPY TDY. off to watch my drama! DONG DONG DONG DONG DONG!

tdy is the 28th, the worst.

stop.

2006-11-27T05:20:00.000+08:00

blogger is driving me like ?!?! alright. came to blog a little before i continue with my drama! (: going off for ice skating afterwards. that pig is still asleep. alright. slept at 5 ytd. i ve been sleeping too late all along! but i kind of enjoy it. haha. woke up at 7 bcos my brother feel like eating dimsun =.- so so so my family&i (excluding my sister bcos se was too lazy) went over to thomson for dimsum. sat infront of this laptop since im home, TO WATCH MY DRAMA! no more movie and susanna&pple tmr. but im meetin her for lunch and maybe find other places to laze arnd. (:
like how boring can my blog get? only susanna that dog and a anonymous tagging! grr. well well. what can i do? OHYES. i ve been wanting to say smth long ago. but it jus keep on slipping out of my mind. nw that i rmb. that somebody still cares for me after so long, and after so much things. HEY THAT SOMEBODY, I DNOE IF U RE READING THIS. BUT THNS, ONCE AGAIN O:

i hate that way you fucking speak AS IF you both are oh so great friends. dam, it makes me puke. wtf.

SORRY.

2006-11-25T13:49:00.000+08:00

sister got angry with me this morning for i dont knw what. but nw, i fianlly realised why she's angry. and this reason really makes me go crazy. dam. i don get to to taiwan this dec. bcos of things i said! and i ve to wait till march bfoe i rrly get to go. grrrhh. fucked up parents! well well. went to chinatwn today instead of going to the travel agency. did nth much and bought nth as well. that pretty shop with pretty off shoulders din turn me on as well bcos i was in this real foul mood! & i din finish watching a love to kill. dam like how boring can that show get at the end? i din believe my sister until i watched the going to end part. so i shall take back my words. ~~very nice drama.~~SMILING PASTA&PRINCESSHRS are the best so far! OOOOOOOOOO: oh yes, and ko one, haven watched it yet. but soon soon. DONG DONG DONG DONG DONG! woots. that cute guy, that real cute guy. whatever his name is. haven got time to watch mi3 and aquamarine! im like 24/7 stuck at dramas&movies! somebody must rrly save me. ASK ME OUT. (:

ice skating on sunday with fatty. LOL.
movie on monday with susanna and pple. ( nt confirm yet)

저는소요너희나쁘게.

DAM,.

2006-11-24T11:59:00.000+08:00

i ve got nth to blog abt. i have a boring life. grrrrrrrr. just returned hm a moment ago. went vivo&bugis. not meeting susanna tmr, have to go dwn to the travel agency with my sister. MAYB GOING TO T A I W A N! oooo pretty pretty clothings here i come. =.- rebonding my hair on sunday. again?! no choice. i got natural curls. :OOOOOOOOOOOOO watched a love to kill. very nice drama!

we ll bid goodbye nw.

well, we broke up.

2006-11-20T16:12:00.000+08:00

i ve been getting more and more lazy nowadays! im practically waiting for time to pass searching for all kinds of stuffs to do. lazy to step out of the hse, everything! ooooooooo. whats happening. LOL. today was a bit not so lazy bcos i step out of the hse. but lazy to go out of bishan! met kay today. to talk things out and stuff. and, we broke up alr. i broke up with her. okay enough of this. i ll feel very vexed if i mention about love and stuffs. so for now, i dnoe what to do. heh. but im fine la.

SUSANNA, we meet up soon and visit cheryl la. okay! lol. we can catch a movie also. <3

SIANS.

2006-11-17T13:27:00.000+08:00

so i ve been busy doing my stuffs. and i realise i got nothing to blog! dam. i need money! i wanto work. but darl don allow me to. :( SO WHERE DO I GET MONEY FROM FOR MY SHOPPING SPREE?! sister went out for movie. that pig, dnoe how to ask me go. ah hahaha. im so boring at home nw! oh bought a powerpuff coloring book =.- i also not sure why i bought it. hahhaahha.

fahrenheit.

hey

2006-11-13T10:55:00.000+08:00

so i dint get to use the com for the past two days cos my bradder was back from army and he and his gal was in the room doing you-know-what. alright i was jus jk =.- my bradder is very DECENT can?! (: supposed to go ice skating with my aunt and sister today. but bcos both of us slept like pig that we don even know dad waked us up like 12468 times. so it was cancelled. i din sleep last night so darl and i went out of the hse at 6 for i-dont-know-what reason. slacked under block and i slept on darl's fat leg for a while. went for breakfast at 8 at ljs. angela happened to be on duty and so we met her there. headed towards my bed after breakfast. slept till 4. i ve been sleeping very long these few days. the previous nights i slept like till 5 or 6? okay mayb that was bcos i slept late. so like whatever. yes. TOMORROW IM WATCHING FINAL CALL. I HOPE NTH GOES FUCKING WRONG AGAIN. IF NOT IM GOING TO BE SO FUCKING PISSED! :OOOOOOOOO

darl. <3

goshhhhhh

2006-11-11T16:14:00.000+08:00

HE IS SO OMG. :OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

hais.

2006-11-11T14:50:00.000+08:00

vivo with darling today. din catch the movie, due to some %$^&^%&#$@&^&#$ reason. so most probably will be watching in on monday, or tueday. still not to sure. and headed to chinatown after vivo. did nothing much, jus walked arnd. and i saw many many pretty off shoulders!!!!!!! but each costs like about 60bucks? :( bought my hairdye. yep gonna dye my hair again. so i hope this time the colour will appear. had many many laughs and fun today. but it wasnt a prefect day. hais. its always like that. i guess i rrly have to return to that me that has to tolerate with everything. yes make me tired again, den u ll have to regret again. jus get back together, and yet so many quarrels. we quarrel abt practically everything. like who can tell me the reason why. my remote control is alr with you, jus click whatever you wanto me to do. i feel like an electronic bird living in a very very big cage, i can only do whats allowed to do in that cage. and the things im allowed to do are so so limited. hais. i wont expect you to give me a bit freedom anymore. i wonder if this time my tolerance will be much shorter, or much longer. hahahahahahahahaha. so funny. =.-.

BACK FROM CHALET(:

2006-11-11T04:56:00.000+08:00

okay so i owe this blog an update. yes im back from chalet. dam, its dam boring over there. no computer, no darling, no o2jam! mom bought cheesecake for aunt's cake! its VERY VERY DELICIOUSSSSSSSSSS! yummy yummy! oh yes, and bbq was awful. with all the big grps of ants crawling arnd. makes me feel im eatin bbq-ed ants instead. (YUCKS) but i still managed to fill my stomach. ( uh uh, nt with ants) met darling in the afternoon, went over to her hse for a while. den went off to meet cheryl. :O heading to vivo tmr with darling. ( ah ha, not with cheryl&herbaby) most probably will be catching a movie. oh yes, i saw this commercial on the net that day. here it goes, some people do not regard dogs as their best friends. they treat them as vermins to be slaughtered! oh yeah oh yeah. dogs.

and i try to walk away when i keep telling myself, she's the one.

beach.

2006-11-08T01:24:00.000+08:00

went to the beach for tanning today with kaylim. today's sun is not very strong, and it only lasted for a little while. so we din rrly get to tan much. and no much diff from our previous skin colour. wanted to sit the sky ride again, with her. but guess we went too late. haa. next time okay xiao kay kay? =.- headed to bishan and meet cheryl. and den home after that! i ve got many things to do. so this post is not very detailed and kind of rush. will be heading to the chalet early morning tmr. sister is missing me like mad. hahahahahah! and i miss her like mad toooooooooooo. awwwww she's dam precious to me :OOOOOOOOO

photos! but edited ones.

i was covering my fats!

HEY JANICE!

jan&kay

okay thats cuttlefish.

she's very precious to me tooooooooo!

why am i so fat! :((

BOOO. MR SUN WHERE R U?

LALALALASSSS

Show's way of carrying sling bag the other way. and that mat..

photos(:

2006-11-07T07:54:00.000+08:00

din upload the photos ytd. cos my internet was VERY SLOW. so photos! (:

ERM TOO THIRSTY.(:

WATER!

THAT BOY IS FUCKING CUTE!

what a fat bee!

I WANAN BE AS FREE AS THE SKY!!

HEY DERE.

2006-11-06T16:56:00.000+08:00

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! my blog is finally up AGAIN! just look at the duration of time i ve stopped blogging. quite long huh. but im finally back to blogging again. today is my family day, we went to visit grandma at SGH. she was diagnosed with liver cancer. im not too sure of which stage is it. although im not THAT close to her, its still kind of sad to hear this la. she still doesnt know the truth. all my uncles and aunties decided to keep it from her which i also think is the best. heard from my auntie that she has been asking why is she in the hospital. yep. dad&mom brought food over for her. i haven been seeing her for quite a period of time, today when i saw her. she was dam skinny la! and looks weak as well. sigh sigh. poor thing. i think my grandma dote on my dad alot. haha! bcos she kept calling my dad's name. she named my the 4th uncle david, named my mom david also. practically everybody is david to her. so adorable. left the hospital after that. cos botak have to go back to his camp. haha. botak drived me mom and sis to queensway. he just passed his driving test but haven got his licence. bought fbt and left for sentosa(: mommy have to go and tend her shop. she me&bee accompany her. haha! had lots lot of fun with bee at sentosa. sat the skyride~ woo. very scary cos im afraid of heights. but very fun though. headed to the beach, walked arnd and went back to look for mommy @ ferry terminal. heh. watched the musical fountain later at night. kiki is adorable. (:

we broke up alr. im happier being good friends with her. <3

(:

2006-09-08T16:29:00.000+08:00

finally blogged after so long! i ve been very very busy watching my lovely samsoon lately! and finally i ve finished watching it! YEAHS YEAHS YEAHS!! went sentosa with old man yesterday, yes we had fun :O but nth much to elaborate on. had oral today, was quite okay :) had breakfast with old man and den went home to sleep becuase in the afternoon i ve got a date with my family. sending my bro off to his basic military training. he wont be back for like 2 weeks?! im sure gonna miss him.

im very very lazy to speak much. I AM S U P E R tired. off to bed. (:

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

2006-09-05T13:36:00.000+08:00

dar came over to my house early in the morning, because i wanted to hug her to sleep too badly! :O had kfc for lunch. they missed out my fries. awww. :( oh oh oh, i nearly forgotten. i got my hair cut. my head feels much lighter. i hate carrying my bushy hair around. im glad i got rid of it alr! i ve not been revising my work, i just have that lalala mood (: just finished watching eposide 8 of smile pasta! i want more more more!! (: tmr dar having her N, worried for her. darling darling jia you!!! (: (:

:D

my thin thin hair!

(: its so great to have such thin hair.

I MISS HER ALOT! tmr add oil okay (:

tmr is mom's birthday.

2006-09-03T14:28:00.000+08:00

today is another long day! met dar in the afternoon at about 2plus, she woke me up and ask me pei her go makan makan. i think i sleep too long till she cannot control. so no choise she have to wake me up which normally she wont. had our lunch, than stroll around. i have to leave early today, cos i ve to accompany my family for dinner tonight. thats to celebrate mommy's birthday! :O had dinner had ghim moh. the food was as delicious as ever!! yummy. went beach road after that cos mommy have to go get her goods. headed home soon after that. watched that channel8 show at home, suddenly jus thought of how i was in the past. i just find it very very.. dumb. im like ruining myself. dam, i really regretted everything. if only i could turn back time. i wished i ve never done any of THOSE things. its way too rubbish. okay enough of all this. (: im glad im not like the past me anymore. oh yes, as soon as i finished watching that show, daddy and my two sisters and of course including me, went to riverside point to see those electronic kite. the whole scene was awesome! :O its very very very beautiful. after all my activities today, im finally at home! waiting for my show to load and meanwhile im gonna go get my nails done(:

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYBODY!

you are the only one for me. we are from the same world, please dont leave me alone..

EFFING LONG POST!

2006-08-31T14:45:00.000+08:00

LONG LONG POST AHEAD! with MANY pictures.

i ve been so busy lately, no time for computer. today is a bit different. because im not going to school tomorrow, so i can do my blog today (: i ve alr got the pictures ready longggggggggg ago! but din have the time to post it up, so i ll post it up all now!

20th august, sunday
today is daddy's birthday. this year we celebrated it a little bit different. we went to take new family photo at the studio to replace the old one in my house. got our preview picture alr. i dont know why i look so awful! :( awww how sad. that thing is gonna stay in my hse for another 10 yrs! but yet i look awful! had dinner at some kind of i duno what place, oh man oh man. the spicy sotong is great great great!! went tpy to get dad's d24 durian cake as requested. i really din expect a durian cake to cost 70 bucks. okay i know im a bit lag. but was quite worth the money, becuase it tasted quite good. (:

dad is 52!! (:

270806!
went jb today! wheeee. clothes again. pumps shoes everythin! i vw got them all (: (: yes yes. loves.

280806!
today!!!!!!!!!!!!! 14months!!!!!!!!!!!! (: will never end. intend to watch movie today, but we chose to walk arnd instead because we dont have much time left. i really still enjoyed myself(: (: as long as she's arnd, the most boring thing in this world will seem just so fun. mwacks mwacks.
darling, i hope hope hope we wont quarrel anymore. i love you.

290806!
i went on a shopping spree with both my sisters today! i had dam alot of fun. really. and my sister bought for me quite a number of clothes! i feel bad for burning a hole in her pocket. =x shopped at orchard, then we stop by at forever 21. we all bought clothings there and i love my white top!! ahhh. :D continued shopping at topshop. i bought clothes worth of 130bucks. =x i feel more bad saying!! yes yes, and the hightlight of the day, had dinner at nyny(newyork newyork). had mnay laughs with them! im so happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i am happyyyyyy! everything and everything that we do and talk just makes me feel like rolling on the floor and laugh! i love eating calamari!! ate fondue too , i kind of regretted. because i dont even think it tastes a bit delicious. oh yes, fried mushroom anybody?! (: (: very very delicious! people if anybody happen to dine at nyny, DO NOT TRY THEIR GOTTA HAVE IT CHICKEN WINGS! it tasted like... shit. okay i tink thats abt all. (:

belle chng din expect such a huge cup of float!

fried golden mushroom!

HER HUGE CUP OF FLOAT!

KID. =.-

LOVE!

in the train!

belle kiss kiss! (:

(:

2006-08-22T09:45:00.000+08:00

i did pe like for once today! and i really enjoyed myself. (: maybe because susanna that bitch is not arnd! LOL. no la, im jus kidding okay. I CANT SURVIVE WITHOUT YOU LA DOG. see im so nice right? sometimes i really dont know why do i even attend school, im like skipping lessons whenever i can, and even if i attend classes, i ll be either chit chatting away, or dozing off or staring at the teacher when im not even listening to them barking.
school is such a TORTURE!

i never knew that a cat's head can be so big. really.

(:

APPOLOGIES.

2006-08-18T13:48:00.000+08:00

ohman! im really so happy to have friends anrd. cheryl, susanna, jacq, elaine, and people who asked me not to cry. many thanks! (: im fine now. really. and SHIJING, sorry for being so harsh to you. don blame me. okay best friend?

kaylim. <3
i noe you ll be reading this sooner, or later. im sorry too alrights? but please don set your expectations too high on me. i know i wont be able to do a good job. i love you, you know that. you said nothing can affect us. you better not lie! you re the best best best okays? just mean what you say will do. it ll make me MUCH happier.

today was a really bad bad day:( sigh. my heart ache man! i dont want this to happen anymore! please please. things will be better tomorrow, thats what i always say to myself. (:

(:

2006-08-12T11:12:00.000+08:00

school is extremely slack today. i din attend much lessons! or in fact, i never attend any lessons. like how great will that be if its like an everyday thing. i wonder why we have to go to school! oh yeah, there's fireworks tomorrow!! i L O V E fireworks! went for a walk today, tried on many tops and bottoms. but i ve got no hots for any of them that i ve tried. but im very in love with this white blouse i tried, but maybe im too fat, the blouse looks dam awful on me, i swear it looks very awful. im not lying. how sad. i ve got many things to buy!! spare me money anybody?? tops , bottoms, pumps, tops, bottoms! if i recite them everyday will my wish come true? and i want that muji bag too! if only i can share them with my sister. then that will be like wow! :OO sister's coming back from germany, wonder if she bought birkenstocks for me! i want them very badly!!

can dogs really dance? woofy woofy!

i dont wana bid goodbye, love (:

BORING!!!

2006-08-05T14:36:00.000+08:00

todayyyyyyyyy! is a VERY VERY VERY boring day. all because of my stupid sister i miss my shopping spree! eventually eventually she fly my kite! like how dumb can i get la? got fooled by her again and again! ah i dont wanto be a fool. without my dumbass sister, kaylim and i still enjoyed the day la. although its very boring, but im around ma! right darling?!?! home,makan,j8,arcade. my daily routine(: today today, i clear hammy&goodie's cage. played with my furball! did everything i should do as a responsible owner! IM SO NICE~~ AWWW..

sorry, i din meant to hurt you. i wont make you feel terrible anymore!
xiaoxin zui ai xiaokai le. you make me feel loved <3

hammy!

goodie!

furball!

my stupid sister!!!!

back to blogging!

2006-08-03T14:28:00.000+08:00

COMMON TESTS ARE OVER!!

like finally! woohoo. physics paper was quite okay today, at least managed to do the sums. and yeah, i ve decided to blog again. suddenly have that feeling of blogging again. although maybe i wont be blogging often. im currently using my old computer now, and guess what guess what?! i got some real big discoveries! :) don worry im not selfish, i will share!! today i had prata feast with my sister and kaylim. went for a walk @ j8 and took neoprints. bla bla. new machine, kind of ??? and for dinner tonight! had another round of nice food, with the same people. me,SISTER and KAYLIM. they are in caps because because they ate ALOT TODAY. chickenchop, 2 plates of fried hokkien mee. all sucked into their universal like stomach. today my xiaokaykay very abnormal worz! eat so much nehxz. wahahazx. (: tomorrow i ll be absent from school and sleep at home.

me?! and my family?!

so adorable right!

my rabbits.. erm.. mating. (: the white one is the male, brown one female.

heh heh.

tWiStXz tWiStxXx WoRzZz.

FUCK. how retarded can i get. =.-

??

OHMY. twit! not me, her.

i am ugly. (:

what.

2006-06-30T13:14:00.000+08:00

i wont be blogging anymore.
so byebye.
i hardly have time.

be friend with a dog? woof.

cya bitches.
(:

CRYSTALL!

2006-06-08T12:36:00.000+08:00

blogger is so dam LAG. today, i stayed at home. i ve got no where to go. so darling came over to my house to play with crystal. she's so cute! wondering who is crystal? she's a 6months yr old baby girl. a baby that im not related to in whatsoever ways. she came from this baby adoption centre. erm ya. my aunt brought her back from there. alright, let me jus tell you guys the whole story. (:

my aunt was browsing through the newspaper looking for movers to move things from her hse to i duno where and she happen to see this tiny article that says : BABY FOR ADOPTION. uh huh. out of her curiousity, she called up that adoption agency, for fun. and den they told here there's babies for adoption and asked her if she wana go down and take a look. she did la. she requested for 5yr old child. but the oldest they have over there was crystal, the 6months old baby. and so my aunt brought her back for free trail. yes free trail. carry the baby home for wadever days as told. play with them, feed them, shower them with love, anything you love to do to a baby, BUT NO TORTURE. (duhh) during the 3 days by jus letting them have a copy of your ic and you don have to pay even a single cent for the baby.

thats how she came about la. sigh. her mother doesnt want her due to having to many child and they cant cope. and they are like selling the baby for thousand over dollar? c mon la. they're not toys. if you give birth to them, den you have the bloody responsibilty to take care of them for the rest of your life. NO MATTER WHAT. instead of leaving them. i hate CRUEL DADDY AND MOMMY! so poor thing right. she's very adorable! :O and she is super obedient. <3 me and darling treated her like our own baby! lol.

i bet crystal must be feeling dam fortunate. although she has two mommys. but so what?
i love darling and i love crystal (: i
love you
you love me
we are happy family.
with 1 baby and two mommys.
we are happy family(:
darling always sing this to me. haha

the night when she jus came.

when she jus woke up(:

BATHE!

i feel freshh!!

family <3

updates!

2006-06-05T12:42:00.000+08:00

oh man. i ve got many to update! haha. now, where should i start from?

yesterday(:
celebrated sister's birthday although her bday is like over for i duno how long. she was away during her bday and we din have time to celebrate till ytd. had work, super tiring cos i only slept for 3hrs the night before. i hope that doesnt happen again. sister and lover came to look for me and darling, den we went home in his stylo car. LOL. got ready and dar came over to my place den we all headed to sembawang for dinner(: darling you never fail to make me happy. i know she was super unwilling to go with me cos my whole family is present. hope i din left her out. hehs. she got me this sweet big candy! i like i like! after dinner dar came over to my place for a little while and den she went home(: im very very happy today!

candy stuffed with love.

today.
worked as usual. today i was slightly earlier den before. so nice to reach there eariler. i can finish my stuffs jus on time! today was super boring! every min i feel like jus lying the floor and sleep like a pig. but i still manage to keep my eyes wide till 4. haha. today i had this weird hairstyle but yet a hairdo that im kind of satisfied with. greattttt! again. im very very happy today!

backview.

sideview.

im going to remain happy and happy and happy from today onwards!
i really have to say this.

I LOVE KAYLIM(: she's my LOVE LOVE LOVE.

sigh. grown fat. help.

she always does this. (:

busy days! finally some updatez

2006-05-28T16:38:00.000+08:00

i v been super busy working these few days that i hardly have time for computer! now fianlly i can sit down and use the computer and update more! (: great. its the 28th today. HAPPY 11 MONTHS DAR.
never go to sec 3 camp. i hate camps the most you see. cos they give me an impression that i cant live well. without enough sleep and furthermore many exercises for us to do! and and and, i ll sweat. and i hate to sweat. without proper meals, no chocolates. no proper bed to sleep in. no bear bear for me to hug and i cant bathe well when i stink! okay i admit i am SUPER LAZY. but cant help it, im like that(: hehs. so i went to work instead of wasting my time at home. i can earn more money. yes yes. work was as usual, but lunch crowds are kind of scary.

26-27 of may 06
went Queenstown at 2pm++ for work. stock taking, super tough work. and darling did alomost eveything cos she scared that i ll get tired. so sweet of her right! she shud be the one who gets tired actually. cos she worked at far east on the 26th morning which i din.i was at home sleeping. but yet she insist that she does every tough work while i do the simplier ones. oh DARLING I LOVE YOU MANY MANY! :0 got pay on the 27th may at about 6pm? $106! great deal ehs? went to ikea for dinner with darz! swedish meatballs! yummy yummy! :O but darling din enjoy it. :(

tomorrow will be heading to marina bay for dinner with darz and chng bee bee. (: uh uh, no quarrels ehs. <3 <3

DARLING!
after hols we don work anymore okay? den you wont be so xinku le. and can study hard also! mwacks mwacks. iloveya!

miss my besties. LOVES LOVES.
susanna cheryl bani jacq shijing

cheryl, thns for being there. :)

I <3 MY W55OI

2006-05-15T13:18:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY w550i (:

went to gmask to wrap my phone, yes yes. flowers(: very nice. darling wrapped hers with i duno wad design it is called. some kind of abstract design. i think we got cheated by that bloody ah yong from tpy. okay mayb i was too dumb. but since i cant get the money back, den forget it. and and and.. i think my phone is weird! i lost my themes, one of my songs and all the pictures i took all on the same day! oh fuck it. don tell me the phone is exported.. don tell me it has been modified before.. no no! i ll be so sad if thats the case :( hope not.

there's prt tmr. and the camp thingy, im not going. i need to sleep. so i ll only be present for the 5item. and attend the pet rocket thingy. worked today. today is SUNDAY. i hate SUNDAYS. cos there will be no customers on sundays. which means that time will pass very slow. new manager. uhms, he's not bad la. went to buy mama bonia wallet for mother's day after work, shared with my bro. i<3mama :O

i cant post up pictures of my day at haegen daez. did i spell it wrongly? okay wadever. as long as you know what it is. HAIS. ITS ALL GONE! :( my photos~~

off to bed. nites~

<3

2006-05-03T13:36:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL IS SUPER DUBER BORED!
instead of quitting school to skip lessons, we should JUST END IT ONCE AND FOR ALL!
no lessons for the whole year! thats what darling said. so bad right.
uhms, lets see..
today.. another normal day.. i wake up.. i bathe.. i tie my hair.. and go to school.. attend lessons.. no no, attend sleeping lessons.. and i go home with darling, obviously.
uh uh, no unhappy things is gonna be mentioned.
and and and..
TOMORROW IS KAYLIM'S BIRTHDAY!
she's gonna be my star of the day! (: <3

tired la, i want my bed now.